I don’t feel special, honored or particularly grateful for much right now.
I feel used, stressed and broken.
Yes, please tell me that I should change my attitude.
Those who have seen me day in and day out know that I try to stay upbeat not dwell on my condition all that much. I work myself to the bone, hoping that it pays off.
Yet the bad just keeps on coming. I can’t change circumstances or the actions (or inaction) of others. And I am worn down from trying to put on a brave face.
I know this is cryptic and mean-spirited, but I am embittered, working on 3 hours of sleep and coming off a bad week/month/year.
Happy birthday to me.