Advocacy, Multiple sclerosis, Struggles, Uncategorized

Around my world in 180 days

Six months ago today I was in a hospital bed. My legs were these feeble, foreign-feeling abstractions of flesh and bone not living up to their purpose. Just work, dammit! I pleaded to them over and over and over. My head was swimming from a cocktail of steroids and pain medicine. My life had been… Continue reading Around my world in 180 days

Multiple sclerosis, Nick

Laissez bon temps rouler

I am a list-making fool. Grocery lists, laundry lists, word lists, to-do lists, want lists, goal lists, naughty lists, nice lists, lists of my lists. Admittedly, even a bucket list. It changed slightly when I got multiple sclerosis, becoming this dichotomous entity of "things I want to do and maybe still can" and "things I will… Continue reading Laissez bon temps rouler

Fitness, Multiple sclerosis, Struggles, Uncategorized, What was I thinking?

Born to run?

Today is the Little Rock Marathon, an event that has drawn elite athletes and weekend runners and ... me. At least for the 5K. What can I say, I like wearing medals like I'm Mr. T. I've never much been into running as my calorie-burning activity of choice. I enjoy the scenery and the commune… Continue reading Born to run?

Nick

The in-laws are coming! The in-laws are coming!

My week is about to get interesting. Nick's parents are currently en route to Arkansas to stay with us for a few days. We have several home-improvement projects planned, which is always the case. (By we I mean Nick and his dad. The girls, well, we tend to concentrate on shopping and movie watching and… Continue reading The in-laws are coming! The in-laws are coming!

Fitness, Multiple sclerosis, Struggles

Enough

“Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? Well, think about it. Maybe you’re playing a part on a great stage with only yourself as audience.” — John Steinbeck, East of Eden The streamers are coming down, the balloons have all been popped. And I'm nursing a sugar… Continue reading Enough

Multiple sclerosis, Uncategorized

Wordless: Potential

The world seems a little more hopeful when these are the first things you see when you step outside. Small gestures, sure, but it it is an indicator of what a majestic and captivating place earth truly is.

Struggles

Try a little tenderness

“I’m good enough, I’m smart enough, and doggone it, people like me” We've all at one time or another been too hard on ourselves and need a little Stuart Smalley-style affirmation. I never live up to the romanticized version of myself in which I am a size 10, never forget birthdays, live an MS-free life,… Continue reading Try a little tenderness